Butt… I was going to say butt.
I have been feeling especially overwhelmed for some time now, but this feeling of “overwhelm” has come into glaring focus as of late. I am always feeling like I am two steps behind and struggling far more often than I am functioning.
What I realized today after having yet another
mini meltdown [with witnesses] is this: I am looking at things all wrong…
I have PILES of laundry.
I have laundry that needs sorting; laundry that needs washing; laundry that needs drying; laundry that needs folding, and laundry that needs to be put away AND those piles mean that we have clean clothes to put on our bodies. Seriously, how lucky are we?!!!!!! To see those piles as anything other than a blessing is shameful.
My house is strewn with toys.
This one really makes me want to kick my own
ass butt. I HAVE KIDS!!!! TWO OF THEM!!! I didn’t think I was going to have kids. Enough said.
I have a graduate assignment due on Wednesday and I don’t even have my text books yet.
I live in a country that doesn’t in any way restrict or limit my access to education, and beyond that, I live in a country that will give me a loan so that I CAN pursue an advanced degree! I’m a lucky duck.
I have to go grocery shopping tomorrow.
Oh my. How unfortunate for me [please use a highly sarcastic tone while reading that]. Tomorrow I am going to drive my healthy self to a store to buy fruits and vegetables and all sorts of [mostly] nourishing foods for my family. For goodness sakes, there are people who don’t have clean water to drink!! [Self talk: “Self, you are a dumbass.”]
I need to clean house.
I have a house… I have a home. Within that home I have a family. It’s not huge, it’s not perfect, but it is MORE than enough.
The grass needs to be cut.
I have a yard… beyond that, I am healthy and I can run and jump and play out there with my family (daily if I choose). It need not be said, but I am going to say it again: how lucky am I?
I am surrounded by blessings and opportunity. I have everything I need and MORE! Sometimes, like most of us, I need a good swift kick in the…
butt. I was going to say butt.
Today I kicked my own, and told myself this: burdens only exist when you fail to appreciate the gifts.